Would I Date Me?

There are a couple of sites where people with disabilities can place personal ads and I have been spending some time going through them recently. At least half the 400 profiles I found were devotee men and the vast majority of them were looking for women who were amputees. Out of curiosity I did a search for female amputees. I got 31 profiles world wide! I only looked at a few of them closely but I'm reasonably sure 3 or 4 of the ones I saw were not actual amputees but cyber pretenders. Compound that with the fact that many women with disabilities are extremely mistrustful of male devotees and I'd say, for men with this attraction, the situation looks pretty bleak.

I know many women and a few men have had terrible experiences with badly behaved devotees. I suspect though that the experiences of the women have been far worse. It rather makes me wonder what it would be like to be a female amputee out in the world in search of love. For that matter, what would it be like to be a male object of my desire? Would I be wierded out by the fact that someone was attracted to such an unusual feature of myself.

I have some experience in this area. I have been approached by many men who are attracted to Black women and it is always an uncomfortable experience. I try to keep an open mind; after all I have a unique attraction too. Invariably these encounters turn out to be men who are very submissive and they have built up in their minds that Black woman=dominatrix. If another man were to come along at this point and tell me honestly about his attraction, I'd probably be quite wary of his motives. It makes me sad to think that I will be prejudged by people because of my attraction but I certainly understand why it happens.